After working two jobs, seven days a week, for the past two months, I decided to take a weekend off. Halloween success!
baby, you're much too fast.
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trying my best to stay connected with the world
I have full intentions after this week of stuffing myself with candy and pumpkin flavored bliss, to start a full body, mind and soul makeover…with next Halloween as my motivation so I can be either Poison Ivy or Kanye’s Phoenix.
I have never felt so belittled.
First, so excited about entering the professional world after slacking off for two years, and I am told in a few words that pretty girls need to make sure they dress more conservatively than I was. I am sorry that I found my ironed khakis and button up shirt appropriate, I wasn’t aware that was too suggest next to the girl in lace leggings and the knee high dress…I guess when I have been there for a year, like her, I will better know the dress code.
And after all that, a boy that I thought I was forming a good friendship with tells me that is a waste of his time if he isn’t going to get any further and that I am not 20, so I shouldn’t be so picky because my marriageable time is about up. Well, you know what? Fuck you. I am 24 fucking years old and will marry when I am good and ready.
I hate socializing!
Tonight I saw a girl using a pay phone. Why it fascinates me that they still have them, I will never know. When I was little I was once told that people put needles in pay phones so when you used it, it would transmit a disease to you. That is probably why I don’t call many people.
Tomorrow’s goal: Perfect the Brigitte Bardot updo.
it saddens me that I cannot be with these two more often. it always feels better being around people that know your history.
The J Team finally got together after way too much time this past weekend. And even though I put a box of wine in my purse, we managed to not embarrass ourselves too much.
